Geez its been so long....

Its been over a month since I posted - I am feeling the direct result of Saturn's full last pass over my own Saturn - in about 10 days time.  My fatigue is great, my time doesn't seem my own right now, and I'm doing a lot of reflecting about being the age I am.  I actually wouldn't trade my age for anything younger, because its nice to have a little wisdom under my belt these days.  Funny how situations are testing my level of maturity right now.  My reactions have been a wee bit childish, but by and large, I'm noticing a lot of people around me being like kids, and I feel like a parent - even though I never had children this lifetime.  Maturity sometimes comes with a rather detached attitude, with less emotionalism and more stability.  I plan on blogging a bunch in the next few days leading up to this final leg of my 2nd Saturn return.  Feels like a ways to go.....