More and more lessons - and shocking ones too. For a few months earlier this year, I had attempted a collaboration with a former actor that could have ended up as a television series. The long and short of it is, is that it never happened - because of differences in artistic temperment.
If only it had been that simple.
I had admired this actor since childhood, and admittedly viewed him through 14 year old eyes when he and I were connecting. In the end, however, the real person showed up, and have now found out he is considered a complete “nut” in the eyes of those in the acting community. What a jolt this has been - first to get involved with someone that wasn’t all what he had seemed - and to be letting go of my teenhood illusions in a very harsh way.
This has been Saturn’s doing - Saturn stripped off the veneer of my own fantasies to see something that wasn’t pretty to look at.
And I wouldn’t have missed this experience, because it has me looking at life more head on, and with less fear.
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